the dove of hope began its downward slope

"i said, honey, i dont feel so good, dont feel justified.

come on put a little love here in my void.

he said its all in your head

and i said, so is everything -but he didnt get it."

what a crazy (last) week. brad and i had a very good week. we did things and had plenty of fun. haha. ohh how i love that boy. emma is backk! yesss, amazing, i know! we hung out monday and ate salads, target-ed, watched movie and dyed hairs. it was fun. schooool is... school. learning prenatal and pediatric care. just finished learning about fetal breathing and lung development- very interesting (not joking)! but yeah... i hope this week doesnt dragg. well seee....

excuse my manners if I make a scene

haha.

take all that you have and turn it into something you were missing

i miss my bestfriend. she is in washington dc and seeing cool amazing things! i am jealous. this post is dedicated to emma.

come on baby pick a side

"and if she runs away she fears she won't be followed. what could be the worse than leaving something behind? and as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow, it's loneliness she finds..."

if you love me won't you let me know?

brad and i hung out today after school. we watched crash. and i fell asleep. when i woke up he was watching it again. haha. we tickled each other and he whined like a baby. and then i went home and did homework and cleaned and studied. then we went to filiburtos and i got three rolled tacos and brad got a breakfast burrito. we then came back to my house and watched two epidsodes of the office. so in conclusion today was a good day. and i am grateful.

"i started running but there's no where to run to. i sat down on the street, took a look at myself said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell. say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to. i believe the world is burning to the ground, oh well i guess we're gonna find out. let's see how far we've come. i guess, we're gonna pretend."

cellar door

some things can't be bottled
see how it's draining out the bottom
just like holding onto water
my eyes will only open for so long
so show me everything
i'm always aching to see
it's not pretty I know
but still this is who I'll always be
i'm learning to trust you enough to take from you
you can trust me tooI have many gifts
that's right my God gave them to me
i've worked hard to learn to use them
and now I'll go and teach
bothell is beautiful in the fall
days of my youth were not so long ago
i learned things here that some men never see
the lucky ones know exactly what I mean
i'm learning to trust you enough to take from you
you can trust me too
-"holding onto water" rocky votolato