the dove of hope began its downward slope

"i said, honey, i dont feel so good, dont feel justified.

come on put a little love here in my void.

he said its all in your head

and i said, so is everything -but he didnt get it."

what a crazy (last) week. brad and i had a very good week. we did things and had plenty of fun. haha. ohh how i love that boy. emma is backk! yesss, amazing, i know! we hung out monday and ate salads, target-ed, watched movie and dyed hairs. it was fun. schooool is... school. learning prenatal and pediatric care. just finished learning about fetal breathing and lung development- very interesting (not joking)! but yeah... i hope this week doesnt dragg. well seee....