just breathe

Life is crazy.

Have you ever offered an opinion in order to help out a friend or family member and had it come back and bite you in the tush? cause i have and it doesn't feel really all that great. it hurts to have words thrown back in your face when all you were trying to do was offer a new perspective. personally, when I'm leaving my comfort zone to help out and individual i don't really want to look back and think "hey, maybe i shouldn't help them again because of what happened that last time". i guess it's better to bite your tongue and let people learn the hard way.

This week has been very hard. it's been a week where i could sit and focus on all the negative and stay sad and depressed. but for some reason i feel like focusing on the happy stuff...

• For example, my wonderful sweet eternal companion! i miss him so much and i find my eyes watering as I'm typing this post. he has called me twice in the past twenty-four hours and i have been so grateful to hear his voice. i am anxiously awaiting his return on the 24th.



• Also, i get to see my best friend emma in a few days, i will be accompanying her back to prescott on monday/tuesday! i cannot wait to get in some good quality time with my best sista friend.






• LAST, i am sooo very grateful for my knowledge of my loving savior. i love knowing i am never alone and that he is always by my side, as long as i am living up to my part of the deal. i am so extremely grateful for prayer and the scriptures.

"God has known you individually . . . for a long, long time (D&C93:23). He has loved you for a long, long time. He not only knows the names of all the stars (Psalm 147:4; Isaiah 40:26); He knows your names and all your heartaches and your joys! By the way, you have never seen an immortal star; they finally expire. But seated by you tonight are immortal individuals--imperfect but who are, nevertheless, 'trying to be like Jesus'!" (Neal A. Maxwell, "Remember How Merciful the Lord Hath Been," Ensign, May 2004, 46)



life is crazy. but crazy isn't always a bad thing.