uhhhh. where to begin? this is my last week in third semester. so i've been busy with exams. i have my last(major) exam/final tomorrow... and i havent studied. i never study. yeahhh, that's me. anyways. i get a week off school next week. and today i found out i'm going to utah. tuesday - friday. my grandfather is ill and doesnt have much time left, only a few weeks. i was reading catcher in the rye(again) today and holden says, "I guess it hasn't hit me yet. It takes things a while to hit me." and i couldnt help from... relating. stuff nevers "hits" me till it's too late. so guess i havent really processed anything recently. anyway, things are going to be fine...this week has been weird. i know i'm quick to judge this week, considering it's only tuesday night, but things have not been/felt the same. emma spent the night last night and that was wonderful and we had a good time. but other then that things have been weird. maybe it's just because of school stress and not seeing brad as much. who knowssssss.
"it just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. everything, everything it'll be just fine. hey, you know they're all the same. you know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in. live right now. yeah, just be yourself. it doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else."
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I had one of those weeks last week and i haven't recovered and neither has anyone around me, i think it is a confirmation that you really are alive and living to feel such somber emotions.
You are strong, and actually coming to utah, things will drift in....
What city will you be visiting?
it's just hard to grip, you know? it's almost like everything feels surreal.
i will be visiting the city of murray.
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