eight-twenty

it's going to be weird listening to "sad" songs that used to, or currently, hold memories and have them mean nothing to me. what shall that feel like?

crazy week. full of "girl" drama. i hateeee girls. so so so much. seriously, rot in hell you *itchy skank bag smelly rude jealous *hores. (yeah, that was mean, suckk it!) and there are a few of you who know you arent one of the metioned above! anyways. i want something exciting to happen!!! and please happen sooon.

in the meantime...

the one where rosita dies

happiness is

• iced coffee
• hanging out with kati
• texts from baby
• new pretty fish, named jasper
• chewing gum
• watching friends
• painting nails
• andd smaller thighs

time of no reply

i found old pictures. memories. happy and sad. but mostly happy.

the only freedom left

"I'm tired of all this nonsense about beauty being only skin-deep. That's deep enough. What do you want--an adorable pancreas?" - Jean Kerr

"It seems to me we can never give up longing and wishing while we are thoroughly alive. There are certain things we feel to be beautiful and good, and we must hunger after them." - George Elliot

when it rains it pours

ohhh goodness. weirrd weekend. a lot has been happening. i feel like someone is playing a joke on me. stuff like this never happens to me. and now it's happening all the time; last week, yesterday, andd today. and it's funny because i'm getting ready to make a big change. what the...

barely breathing

i finnished reading today. weird. uhhh, i really dont know what to say about it. anyway. brad left me!!!!!!!! to go camping. that means three days of not seeing each other and no communication at all!! but it's fine, i'll survive. i still am in desperate need for a job. i hate not having money. djwcklapkdokmx! i'm not looking forward to this weeeekend.