sleepy, nervous, happy

this week has been insane.

i've been working at brad's parents dental office this whole week, which has been good. and i am SOOO TIRED. ahh. i havent been able to work out til today and i've been trying to study for my big test tomorrow. hopefully it goes well. brad is finishing up school for the semester and has had a few days off. he's been fishing, sleeping and play halo while ive been working. hahahahaaa. i came home from work yesterday to find candy and presents on our bed with a sweet note from brad! i was totally surprised. i love my husband so very much. i'm looking forward to a relaxing weekend of doing laundry, cleaning, cuddling, and running much needed errands. i love life, really.

me, my yoke, and i

job search isn't going so well... im getting

very frustrated actually. and so is brad.

i went to the temple yesterday

with my mom! it was wonderful and

relaxing. i want to go again this week.

EMMA is in town! my heart can sing

again! we layed out and went to cheba hut on 420.

we got beads and rolling papers... uhh. yeah and

frisbees! we went to qt twice and target-ed(as usual).

i love my best friend oh sooo freakin much,

i wish we lived in provo with her.

OH. my laptop BROKE. so i sent it to get fixed.

i wasnt able to back up anything. and my LIFE is

on that beast! every single picture, documents,

eight thousand songs plus, uggg, i will cry if it gets erased.

this picture ^^^ makes me think of emma.

she loves pens and office supplies. haha

first.easter

we spent our easter going to church,

eating strawberries and bananas, reading the ensign,

doing homework, making cookies,

eating green burros and being with family.

happiness

hungry

i found this on a friends blog. the bolded ones are the things i have done.

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee
100. Totally copied a post from someone else's blog to your own

3months

we've been married for three months now. that's 1/4 of a year! crazzy.

brad is at drill this weekend and i am left here

sad, lonely, and depressed.